So I got dumped today. Not totally dumped, more like put on the back burner. But emotionally, it's all the same thing. The person who I love doesn't love me the same way. It's just this sort of thing that made me give up crying in the first place and it gives me such a headache to hold back all these tears. Feeling the pain is what makes us special. It is a refiner's fire. I don't like it, but I trust that I will be ok.
The really sucky thing is that I absolutely can't give Golf up as a friend. He's been my best friend much longer than we dated. I appreciate his honesty. My ego is pretty messed up though. Call me sensitive, but I don't like rejection much.
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